Stand still.

I feel like everything is moving forward but this divorce. I want/need to get back into my house to claim the rest of my things. However, I can't. I could, if I wanted to involve the police but I don't want to look bad. My soon to be ex is dragging his heels on everything. I feel once I get back in my house and get my things. I will some how be at rest. I hope. Besides, I'm dying to see what they've done with the place.

I saw my soon to be ex brother in law a few mornings ago. I continued with tradition and flipped the fucker off but this time I looked at him. He never looked at me. Apparently, the fucker knows whats coming when he sees me.

I had another run in with my old boyfriends kids. I'll admit. He is really good with his kids to the point where mmmm, I'd like to have one with him...