I'm starting my goal early. This Christmas Eve finds me at home (snowed in, again) paying bills and reaching for my goal. I'm set to have another two cards paid off by the end of January -- then I'll hit the heavy hitters. Again, stuff I should have been doing all along just never did it--until now.
My DVD player came. Another simple sign of independence. Merry Christmas to me.
I'm using up all my gift cards so the next items on the list are my ladder bookcase and a shredder.
Goals for January.
I had on my sticky note to call my lawyer this week but realized I really didn't want to ruin what Christmas I might have.
What a difference a year makes. Last year, I remember being at "home" desperately thinking I wish I could wake up at my parents on Christmas morning -- that wish came true. Tomorrow morning, I will wake up here. Then I remember taking the tree down last year and separating all the ornaments into mine and his grandmothers. When I moved out, I took all the Christmas stuff. I left behind a small bag of his grandmothers ornaments.
I've started to toss pictures of the both of us. Last weekend, I was snowed in too. I started to go thru things and tore up pics of us. No tears...just don't need them and certainly don't want them.
Update on the Godfather.....Haven't seen him since well...I don't know when. But hey, I did have a friend give me a message from him to me...blah blah blah...I'm not too concerned about it. However, every time the dogs bark...I can't help but look to see if the truck is in the driveway...no hope...no luck yet.
Two years ago today, I picked up the drummer boy from the airport. A life changing moment -- literally. He's been more of a boyfriend than the Godfather has been.
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