Saturday, May 23, 2009

The only time I looked back.....

was to make sure everything was burning. The holiday weekend and my sales on ebay forced me to clean some things out. While doing so, I found old anniversary cards and oh, a few wedding photos. I looked at them then while dad had a nice hot fire going...I walked out and tossed them on the burn pile. All gone. The only guilt I felt, was the fact that I burned a picture with me and my family in it but I just wanted to see how it felt to actually burn one. I don't feel different. Just happy I cleaned more things out. Less things to move. I say.

I know I can't erase 13 years, but I can sure as hell try.

Boys wonder and genius haven't paid the mortgage for the month of May, so that prompted a phone call to my lawyer..cha ching. Here we go.

Also, while not having gone by my house in a few months...the other night I made three trips past. One I was forced to go that way to work, trips two and three were the result of a friend taking me on a motorcycle ride. It did feel good to get out and ride.

I feel like I'm back on the band wagon as far as paying bills off and working out. This week, I paid over $1000 off and worked out over my goal of 150 cardio min a week. I feel good. Motivation. I just want to look damn good when I walk in that court room.

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