....this time I waved and he waved back. Sign of the times or what. This afternoon I had a close encounter with the ex brother in law -- who happens to be dating one of my ex friends. They were in a part of the county that everyone I was with was surprised. For once, I hope the big payoff worked. I had my godson's car seat in my car and I made damn sure I opened the door so they could see in. They both got out of the truck, she didn't do anything but look over at us. My ex brother in law looked back one more time. I waved, he waved back.
If anything he can go back to the ex and say that he saw me alone. For once, I wish the bf would have been with me. But if they say that they saw me alone. Let them think that too. We were just shocked they were in a part of the county they really didn't belong in.
On the flip side, it was sad. I realize I can't go on hiding forever out of fear that I will see him with someone or the confrontation. I don't need it, I don't want it. However, I do miss my house. And I miss hanging out with everyone, even if they didn't have my back in the end. We had good times. I just want to suppress it all.
Just proves, I still need to stay on my quest to being hot.
I'm sick of looking at credit card statements. I'm waiting on one more set from my bank and we should be good to go. Hopefully, it will be the ammo he needs to say, we're done. Just let me go.
I figured today that I will be dating harley boy for almost a year before I'm done. Look, its almost September -- there are no signs of this letting up anytime soon, unless I give in and pay. Which I won't. I wonder tho...does he think of me? I'm sure he does, in an evil way.
Either way, I spent my saturday night making jewelry, cleaning out a goody bag from an event on Wednesday night, doing laundry and catching up on here.
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