I didn't want to update this at work but everyone is gone and I have time to kill before my next job and lets face it, lately when I get home...I don't want to do anything.
I believe it is the end of the road of my relationship with drummer boy. I'm still blocked on facebook and I'm sure I'm blocked on IM. I know I've done this over and over again but it has to end but somehow I just can't let it go. Everytime I get close to the neighborhood...I get sentimental. I feel this way over a douche bag but have absolutely no feelings for my ex husband. Which still hasn't divorced me yet. Note to self, I will make a phone call either tomorrow or Monday.
To end the drummerboy saga for now. I'm sure this is a serious relationship for him if he's gone thru this much trouble to ban me from his life. If it is..I wish him the best of luck. If it isn't...I'm sure he'll come calling soon enough. Besides, I can always look up his movie reviews on youtube.com if I really want to remember him.
So moving on to a relationship that I really do care about and now...really can't stop thinking about...
Current bf of nine months now...finally met my mother on Tuesday night. All went very well. I've only heard my mother go "ohhhh" in that motherly voice twice in the last year. Once when we were at TJ Maxx and there was a stunning Cole Hahn bag there and on Tuesday night when we went to the bathroom and she told me how nice he was.. I'm thinking no kidding, quite a change from before huh.
At then end of the night, when we dropped him off at his house I went to use the restroom and I guess my guy hugged her and told her thanks. He kissed me good bye in front of her and out the door we went. We got in the car and my mom was just stunned. He's very nice and he can carry a conversation. Wow. What does that tell you about my ex husband and guys I've dated since. This for sure is a keeper...but I've known that for a few months now.
I was hoping that him finally meeting my mom would turn the tide a bit and let him know I'm serious and I'm really in this.
Yesterday was current bf's secret day of fun planned for me. We were together all day..three meals together!! I know, relax. Our first stop was to a park near a lake. I've been wanting to go there for a few months now and he's been promising it -- its just that when we took our days of fun this year...we have had bad weather everyday we've skipped out on work. So when the sun was shining -- I was too. Finally, we had a good day.
So we were walking the paths all thru the park, I was in my photo glory, we came upon a clearing that was obviously designed and used for the obvious. I was thinking it when he said it...wouldn't this be a great place for a wedding. I looked at him and said oh yeah....then we walked around in silence for like five minutes then pointed out a few things like lighting and heating....I couldn't help that he was thinking what every girl jumps to in her head....Fall wedding..there! At least that is what I'm planning. Not gonna lie, I've never been so certain about this one.
So this morning when I got to work, I researched the cost and info on my future wedding there. If not wedding, then definitely engagement pictures there.
I mean come on...he had to be thinking of it.
The rest of our day of fun was filled with movie location stops and dinner at an old mobster hideaway. When we then talked about our previous lives. He called my ex an asshole and said he never wanted a wife but just a mom. I'm like YES...I know...it is true tho.
He truly planned the day around things that I love and I would have never gotten that out of my ex or really anyone else I've ever dated. Go with your gut right, this is the one. I know it.
Things on my to do list...
Say I love you and get freaking divorced.
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